Journal entry...
4-29-2011
Day 12
Today I was bombarded by some quite
disturbing news. I found out my Dad is going to need another back
surgery. This makes me nervous enough as it is. I’m scared for
him. It only seems like he gets worse after every surgery. Not only
did they tell me this, but they also found out he’ll need to see a
Vasculatory Surgeon prior to having the back surgery. Apparently his
legs are swollen, turning black, and he can’t feel his feet. No
one seems to know why, but they need to get it fixed before they can
operate on his back. I know this would be happening regardless if I
were out there or not, but it reminds me that my Dad is doing things
at home that he shouldn’t be and wouldn’t have to if I were home
to do it for him. I feel partially responsible for his condition.
Not to mention, I wasn’t told about his condition willingly, I had
to ask how he was doing before they said anything. I feel like they
don’t tell me a lot when I’m locked up. Like I need to ask
specific question to get answers.
(Counselor note – How old is your Dad?)
~J. Doe
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