4-23-2011
Day 6
I’ve talked about this with my family
and friends a few times since being locked up. I’m really afraid
to go home. Not “home” per-say, but outside of prison in
general. I’m afraid of freedom I guess you could say. I’m
afraid that although I feel as confident as I do that I’ve changed,
I could be wrong. I’m afraid that after all this hard work and
time in prison, that I’ll come across some hurdle that I wasn’t
prepared for. Only to screw up and come right back to prison, or
worse. I’m also afraid that my punishment for this crime isn’t
going to be over yet when I leave. That I’ll have some judgmental
P.O. who wants to ride me so hard that I fall apart. In my
experiences I haven’t found many of them that believe in
alternative means of rehabilitation rather than incarceration. I
guess I will have to find out the hard way.
~J. Doe
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